About "me"

What do I say when I say I love you?  

An image of someone who is not really a person but a desire projected on you. Who is the one I say "love" to? 

I love you

Three words, a universe being created in my mind by your presence around me, "Me", a mosaic of thoughts (what are thoughts?), images imprinted on the brain tissues, images? light scattered into excretions of neurotransmitters in the "visual path",

feeling states of the body-mind (where does the mind ends?)

I, a lifetime of language's invasion into the brain

matter sculpting matter with language, atoms re-creating themselves, ceaselessly

I, a sense of I, illusion, fiction

whatever it is it has been shaped by all words ever heard, eventually strung together into "coherent" meanings and a segment of it called "Me"

shaped by images seen, flavors tasted, feelings felt, countless interactions of the living matter and its surroundings.

And those, in turn, shaped by previous conditions and circumstances since the Big Bang

"You" the same but in different form, with your likings, tastes and inner images, words and guiding principles.

Pain and  Rage (Anonymous post)

Proud father forced to watch his little daughter gang raped.

Trembling  mother cuddling her just killed toddler.

A dumped man seeing his  mate crawl and beg to suck a better man's dick. 

A wife divorced abruptly for a lover , her daughter's  classmate. 

Powerless pain and rage ransack  the mind

In waves of  spasm , never ending agony.  

Time  itself  hides ,  in terror .  Past and present  shattered.  

No thought,  no memory ,  no help and  no escape.

These words are for those who feel lonely 

tonight